They really don't tell you what being a mom will be like or what having a baby will be like..its kind of like a secret society. I've noticed everything I THOUGHT I was going to do .. or not do.. is now different. They tell you to sleep when the baby sleeps.. and then you don't becuase your so happy to have "you time" that you watch tv or do dishes or have time with your hubby. They tell you breast feeding is best and blah blah blah.. then you realize how stress full and time consuming that is and you get over it and tell those that make you feel guilty to shove it! They tell you to stay at home through contractions...then you end up never even having one outside of Pitocin and have a Csection....I really believe nothing in life can be planned or controlled.. if being a mom has taught me anything its that you just have to go with the flow and enjoy life. Every mom is different and every baby is different.. none better than the rest.
Ellie started Daycare and we are sorta happy with them.. sorta not.. its hard as first time parents to know if what we are getting for our money is good. We love Mrs. Donna who works 8-3pm but aren't so happy with Mrs. Tonya who works 7:30-8:30am with the babies..not a fan. But then again what do we know? We are just trying to get Ellie on a schedule and make sure she is taken care of.
Last week She turned three months old. Its amazing how fast time has gone. I'm back at work and trying to juggle my new life. Its hard at times but in the end its a amazing to be a mother and I wouldn't trade it for sleep any day...
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